For, well, many years, but changing my level of awareness and all, and for different causes, I've been feeling bad, at times.
I began going to the psychiatrist very Young, in the opinión of one of the many psychologists that have treated me, at age 14.
I suspect I might have DID. Can someone explain me more about DID? I don't know many things.
Are there different kinds of DID? Or is it only DID when there is a very big memory loss, like you cannot remember anything you did in no way for a period of time, and there is the need to have an story of abuse? I've had a hard life, I'd say, in some points, but I consider myself lucky. I've only been bullied at school, from ages 11 to 18 more or less, and not in the same degree, the bigger bullying years were age 11 to age 16, more or less, the last 2 years I wasn't too loved in high school but I wasn't attacked on a daily basis and I even had friends, or at least, acquaintances. That's the only source of trauma that i can have coming to my mind. Also, I thought, my family and I had difficult times and I suffered. But hey, my parents are the best people in the universo, this I know, and of course they haven't raped me or abused in no horrible way. Nothing a parent can't do sometimes. I feel like the main source of my problems, my mental problems, is me, only me, because the people around me, are pretty normal. I felt misunderstood but that's all.
Can someone tell me stories about their DID, and ask me questions to know if this I have is DID? I can't just tell, there are so many things I just can't tell, I never find the time (this happens to me since always)