Hydro, I wish I would have had your good senses about a year ago. I started a job that was WAY out of my comfort zone. It practically gutted me. After 4 months of trying to make it work a full-scale implosion started. It took me until the 6 month mark and debilitating depression to realize that I needed to walk away. SOOO...good for you for NOT going as far as i did and not risking your health. You will find the right thing and I hope it is mello and awesome : )