J is affecting me badly. I know I have to take my power back, but finding out yesterday that I've been replaced as executor after 15-20 years, without even being TOLD, is an insult. Yes, I have been pretty sick for a while, am having surgery on my throat soon, but for my mother to listen to J's nonsense is crazy. But then she let him steal all their savings! $100,000 - $150,000, around there. We gave my mother $3,000 last year because she was broke and asked. No repayment expected. When J heard, he then asked us for $5,000. Craziness. So much more too to the story. I think I drew the short straw at family of origins. For sure when it comes to my father and J. My son was over last night and says he thinks J broke my spirit several years ago, in one of his nonsensical campaigns. I don't know, but I am wearied of this.