So sad when I read this, I would consider you as one of my friends here in the forum and I'm so sorry that you are going through this. Divorce is one of the most difficult decisions to make, I know, I've done it. I am on the other side of it now, but it was still one of the toughest things I've ever done. However, I am now with a wonderful wife, who loves me, and supports me emotionally, financially (I've been unemployed for about a year or so), and I couldn't find a better woman. We will be celebrating our 8th wedding anniversary this July. I feel for you man, and hope that this works out as well for you as it did for me.