Thank you all for your input. I am currently seeing a counselor, but not for this issue. I know I should talk to her about it, but wanted some advice first. I know I have very low self-esteem and have put myself in many unwanted situations in the past. I now have a loving, and caring partner of 3 years and don't seem to find myself in these situations any longer since I no longer "party" very often. I know I need to talk to someone about this issue, but feel ashamed and embarrassed to talk about it w/ anyone, so I never have. I am trying to deal w/ and figure out a lot of stuff in my life right now.......so might as well just add this to the list! ;oP

Thanks everybody.....i'll keep ya posted.