Hi!! I don’t know whether it’s the right place or not, to request for the suggestion or assistance for this special problem of mine but I’m posting it here, and please don’t mind if I started this thread in the wrong section of the forum. Here goes my story. I am a very introvert and shy person. I talk very less and I find it difficult to make conversation with others. I always think twice before talking to someone and I always try to be well-behaved and polite to others. I don’t have many friends. I am already done with my graduation but my undergrad life didn’t go very well. I couldn’t make any friend even though I tried a lot but due to my shyness and introvert characteristics I was not quite welcomed by most of the other students.

But when I was an undergrad student, I met a girl who seemed quite okay with me. She appeared very comfortable interacting with me and eventually she became my friend. Everything was going fine but when the semester I was having with her was about to end, I felt I was fallen in love with her. I thought I shouldn’t spontaneously express my feelings about her rather I’d remain calm and tranquilly deal with the situation. I wasn’t sure that is this true affection or just infatuation. Anyway I decided even if the semester comes to an end I’d keep contact with her.

That semester finally ended but my feeling for her was growing stronger day by day. So I sent her few text messages but she wasn’t quite responsive to my messages. I just wanted to know how she is doing through text messages to keep her in touch, nothing special. Her replies weren’t even regular and whatever she replied, those weren’t as positive or as friendly as she is in the reality. I even tried to call her (it took a lot of courage) for couple of times but she never picked up. Even after all these things we bumped into each other for couple of few times and we both behaved just normal and polite. I never asked her why she didn’t pick up my calls or why didn’t she reply my messages or why didn't she check out how am I doing. Very soon I decided not to contact her anymore and I erased her contact information. I realized perhaps she never liked me and just pretended to be my friend all along. It’s been a while I am totally detached from her. But the point is I am still in love with her. Now the situation got worse, even if I see her photograph on social networking website (photos of my friends but she was in the few of the photos and she isn’t on my friend list) I feel sad, gloomy, terrible, disquiet, my breath gets caught up, and my heart beats faster. I have never flirted with her or I never hit on her. I’ve never done anything wrong with her, I treated her with the best I could and I was always gentle to her but yet I don’t know why she did it. I feel sad for her absence and my depression and anxiety continues to bother me as usual. I know I shouldn’t miss her, she has her right to live life to her own way but is there any way that I can get over with it?