All over the place today; nothing too bad, in part because nothing is too prolonged, but I'm feeling extremely lonely one minute, anxious the next, irritable after that, alright the next minute, shuffle and repeat. Needless to say, I haven't been getting much done! I think Facebook has been contributing--been looking at the profiles of old flings and crushes, and I'm pretty sure that can't be healthy.
I hate Fridays; the structurelessness of a weekend without any plans looms like some sort of monster that's going to send me spiraling in one direction or the other... or both. To make matters worse, it's so damn hot right now that doing anything outdoors just sounds miserable. Free weekends aren't so bad, I find, if you can spend them in the park or walking around a nice neighborhood, but when the heat index is pushing 110, who wants to be outside?
Ugh.
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