Follow up from trigger...


I let my husband read my last post trigger.... It saddened him but we made a plan and He took me on a date.

Miguel got his Ct scan yesterday. It turns out this time it's a huge thyroglossal duct cyst. His surgery is on July 19th.

Given that we now have a date we wont be moving until end of AUG. I also have started a file with the local community mental health center there. However they are not accepting new patients but at least we have a file. We can go to the health clinic for meds until we get in if we need to. Also our current pdocs are willing to prescribe as long as we need.

I'm back to eating "normal" for me, thank god. We were placed on several waiting lists for apartments so that will be 2-4 months.

I didn't tell T about my tactical hallucinations but she asked about my mood a good 4x at least. I'm scheduled for 10 days for my next 2 appointments. So either T's worried to about the move or worried about my mood. T also made sure my appointment for pdoc is between my next appointment with her. T said she'll deal with making sure I keep my dog and anyway else she can do to help ease the move. T expected me to be depressed as I was randomly in tears at my husband's T and his T "prepared" mine for me being a mess depression wise.

This weekend packing. Next week I plan to sign up for school, go to Miguel's re-evaluation, see pdoc, more apartment applications, packing and calls. Sleep is in there somewhere maybe