i told the school therapist about it. I was like what about the dark circles around my eyes? it seems as though everyone knew that I was watching porn yesterday because they keep looking at me. As soon as i walk behind or approach someone, they just turn around and look at me. it's like they're being paranoid or something.

I am paranoid too because i think that all that staring is stemming from my porn problem. then my counselor reassured me that nobody knows your secret activity. i was like whew! but it's hard because after watching porn, you feel like once you walk out of your house, those guys will glance up or stare at me, and most of the time they're not even aware of that because when you ask them that they look befuddled and everything.
Maybe the need to cover up is probably why I am so afraid of "getting caught".