I finaly took the 140 mile trip to town and back to get my meds today. only took all week to get the motivation to go.
on the way in I suddenly saw people standing in the road I slammed on the brakes knowing I was going to hit them when I stopped there was no one there... my heart was ponding so hard and fast town was terrible I was lost and scared my anxiety was zooming out of control I took 2 mg of alprazolam it didn't help at all I am still all jumpy the dog is looking at me like something is wrong he is very sensitive to the other world also. sometimes when he is acting strange I look out and see nothing then after watching where he is looking I see people walking past a few will look towards me like they see me too . I am so lost and scared