I had a very difficult time in sessions with my therapist last week. She confronted me about saying that i wasnt sexually abused. I just want that question to melt away, so I played dumb. She told me that with the signs that I was showing as a kid, if she had known me, she would have called CPS. When she says things like that it weighs on me. Since then I have been so blue. I can't shake it. I don't know what to do to make it go away. I try watching allot of tv, journal a bit at night, but it aches during the day. Any help would be appreciated. Is it that I am thinking about things too much?