I'm glad you're still alive. Leaping over 2nd floor railings is certainly dangerous. I'm glad someone stopped you. Given all that you describe, I don't think the police had much choice other than to bring you to the hospital.

I hope staff at the hospital take a real interest in you and help you to express what all is causing you to be doing dangerous things. It sounds to me like you were trying to ask for help.

Food in hospitals can be pretty awful. I hope your next birthday is spent at home having cake. At the moment, something truly is wrong in your life. You deserve to have help with that. We're here to help anyway we can.

When I was young, I wandered around in a way the got me the attention of police and a trip to the psych hospital. Don't feel bad about it. In your own way you are seeking for a way out of feeling bad. At your age, it can be awfully hard to figure out how to do that. Keep talking to people, as you've done here.