...like those suicidals ...those miracles of unlife those marvellous unpained those distasters!

suicidals those amazingly give the hell uppers!

I think and I believe that my depression got much worse after I decided to stay alive!

my moods are brutal...I am likewise a murderer without the commit!

my attitude is very bad ...I am likewise psychotic a lunatic with the commit!

I must drink to understand myself

I must think to mis-understand myself!

I want to say more...but hell it just does not matter!