there are so many illusions in life so many things!...illusions

like loving is really pressure!

like honesty is really at the expense of somebody else!

like dreaming is just dreaming!

...and telling lies is social survival and emotional death!

...and hate is love in disguise and even more pressure!

and self is according to what others might imagine...assuming they don't hate us less than they love our damn opinion!

and is anybody ever really impressed ??

unless they are comfortably subdued?

which is so ridiculous these days!

If I found someone to love I would want to kill and destroy millions of humans in a million mile radius!...just to give me the fU..KING room to ENJOY it!

...so much congestion.!!

aaaah!

damn!