HI Withit,

I'm so sorry you are going through such a rough time. Why would a T drop the sessions, especially wheh they are helping your children so much. At least, the T should refer you to someone else, instead of leaving you dangling like that.
Is there any relatives who live close enough to help out at all? I'm sure it's overwhelming at times.
Please, reconsider the antidepressants. I would be a basket case without them. I have tried to go without them and when I do, I start diving in a deep whole and it takes alot to get back out and only when I start the antidepressants back. So, reconsider, please.
I wish you and your children the best of luck.
Linda