i have this really bad attitude about people, you see. Back in the day, I was cheerful and optimistic. I always saw the good in people. now I only see black and sometimes white. Because of all those bad experiences, I cannot seem to return to the original me, who was overly trusting, kind and nonjudgmental. How can I do that?

I have to deal with all my problems now and I just feel like there isn't much time if I continue to let myself be overwhelmed with thoughts of hate and retaliation. I'm not a very happy person.

I am somewhat afraid of meeting new people because once i meet them they will either like or dislike me.