Well I'm really a big moron. It's also a classic example of my really overblown reactions to things that led me to therapy in the first place! Well that situation was considerably more major but really, I get nuts about what would be an ordinary occurence to most folks. And then spin myself right into a hole and beat myself up for every little thing. It's one of the things I'm really wanting to get control of at some point in my life! Dr diagnosed dysthymia, which I expected and agree with. therapist diagnosed adjustment disorder with anxiety and depression, which I didn't know anything about till then but it really does fit.

So she called me back tonight and said the whole thing was a mistake, dr's diagnosis was never schizo anything, she was geting it corrected through billing. She had me read the number back just to be sure she had it right. It didn't have a decimal point, just numbers and then she realizes it's my patient ID number. So now I feel pretty stupid for the whole thing. But in a way, I shouldn't because you'd think she'd know what shows on the statements enough to know when I first called what the info meant!