Yeah.. the next one will be easier because I'll recognize the faces. And with C it doesn't have to be at the hospital, so I will most likely take up that offer and ask to meet somewhere else.

I admitted multiple times that I didn't know - like when he'd ask me a question about when it related to my up time or my down time... and there were a few times where I was like "Honestly, I'm not really sure. I probably have, because I know that I've felt like that, but I don't know if it was in an up or a down or in neither. I don't always pay attention" haha.

Pdoc also is starting me on the 25mg of lamictal. He was going to have that for a week and then go up to 50, although he did say that it's often slow but that he thinks one week increments would be fine. I piped up and said that I would rather have it slower to be extra sure, and that my issues aren't severe enough for me to feel a need to rush it. And he listened to that and was fine with it, so that made me feel better.