Have you been to court for the one year continuation, or are you planning to drop the whole thing?

You have kids, and you have been hit?

It's good that you were able to get a script written to be filled.

Sorry to read that you don't want to be seen as a battered woman.

Even if he comes home, if he already has a temper, it won't be pleasant.

It's part of the cycle. Too bad your children are going through this.

And to answer your original question, about ever having so much going on that if one more thing comes along, you feel like you'll break? Yes.
What did I do, to overcome it, a ton of self help work, on top of therapy. I don't like feeling like I am teetering between reality and a break from reality. It's really exhausting.