((((Baker)))) luv and hugs to you. I hope you feel better with each day. That was so sweet what you wrote about baby. Just lovely. Do you play classical music for her? My friends told me when they were expecting it was a great moment just for mom and baby.

Is your husband being supportive and there for you?

I know how hard it is with the parent thing. It hurts a lot. My T said something the other day that really stuck with me and make me think (she is no-nonsense, and very direct). "Your mother has a lot of power over you." I nodded kind of instinctively and then I started thinking about it as it settled in. It is true. She did. As of that moment.

It takes time to process things. I have been working on this in T for almost a year and a half. I am an adult too, and it still hurts, though. I understand that part of it too. But as I focus on healing, the matter feels less in the limelight as my life and priorities take center stage. Much and hugs to you.

I am sooo glad you are feeling a bit better