Mr. Radio, I can completely understand how you feel. I hide away just because I don't want everyone to see what I've become vs. who I used to be.

One thing I try to tell myself... all of these experiences - no matter how we feel now - are only shaping us up to be 3 times the person we started out as. We'll be stronger, quicker, faster, better. Hang in there and I'm glad to hear you are having some fun!