No one is telling you that you're doing okay. You explicitly told us that isn't what you wanted us to tell you. All we are telling you is that you are normal, and yet you are still not okay with that. I'm telling you that if I am a girl and have spent four years watching porn and turned out okay, then you can too. You also said that your therapist was a waste of time. We have been trying to tell you to do something else and you didn't respond to that either.