I have learned in therapy that I must take things slowly. I have a terrible time keeping up with housework because when I see the entire mess it overwhelms me. I came up with a schedule of cleaning one room a day....just focusing on that one room is easy and does not become too much to handle. I am still trying to complete my RN degree. I started core classes in 2007 and here I am today still trying to finish them. I seem to intentionally miss deadlines to apply because the fear of actually going to nursing school paralyzes me!! This is a tough way to live....only another with borderline could understand how hard just one day in our shoes is.