Candybear,

There are alot of things that people can take away from us but one thing they can't take away, is our feelings. They're our feelings and no one elses.
You have every right to feel however you want. I think it's very special that you gave up your son to have better opportunities than you could give him. I hope your son realizes what a sacrifice it was and how lucky he should feel.
Take care of yourself and I wish only the best for you,
Linda