many ppl suicided,the national college entrance test finished,in the news just now,3 students that failed the test suicided,toughest living here.while,i got food,shelter,and internet,comparatively speaking;and many bad ppl around and ppl who are in a big distance with me in understanding,i'm ahead of the times.all which makes me often feel hammerd.
idk,be in touch,i am methodical,contact me in skype if you feel methodical is somehow useful.