I'm feeling pretty sad today. Yesterday was a great day, but today I keep thinking about my friend who said those rather unsupportive things to me the other day. Yesterday she'd sent me a message to ask if I was coming over (she was having a few people over) and I'd said no because I had other plans - which I did. Originally the plan had been to go to hers... and I would have liked to. But how could I? I'm not happy about her, and I don't currently feel like I trust her.

I've got a lot of trust issues, and I'm aware of it... but right now I feel like I can't ever talk to her about any of my problems again. Why would I go over to visit when I feel like that? I don't get over things quickly, especially when I know that the other person doesn't feel even a bit of remorse about it.

Bah.