((((irishsj))))
sorry that u aren't feeling too great right now, ur probly going thru a lot of changes right now with the job and reduction in meds, and although positive, they can be stressful too. although ur frustrated w/urself please remember u r doing ur best and u don't deserve to be punished for that. lots of ppl have a lapse in their recovery sumtime - i sure know i have! - but the key is to dust urself off and try again. take care and try not to be too hard on urself
Zombiette