yeah i supose your right. mj isn't good.. i wish i knew if i had some kind of disorder. but at the same time i really dont want to know. just another reason to not like myself.

yeah i dont know what im going to do. i dont feel like i feel anything. does that make sense. if you get high twice in 1 day would that make you really numb after. cause i cant smile i just feel so tired. but i slept all day. im not tired but at the same time im exaughsted