Hi Lindamarie,

I hope this feeling passes. I think that it's not constant for you from what I remember of your other posts - so chances are it will pass again. Hold on, and hang in there...with everyone here. So many of us feel the same way, off and on, or constantly. I know it's a familiar one to me.

I also post pretty much only here. I looked at the Coping With Emotions forum for first time about a month ago, and sometimes I find it applicable / suits me. I also try to post in the New Members to welcome people, but only from time to time now, I don't stay on top of it. It feels nice to welcome people though.

I'm having an icky day as usual, have spent most of weekend in bed reading. But that was my wish. I feel a bit proud of myself because I answered 2 emails that weren't a big deal in the scheme of things, but hard for me to answer because I've been avoiding them so long and they involve some small decision. Now I'll probably have to reply AGAIN, but I'm trying to pat myself on the back that I made the first step.

Feeling very alone and not looking forward to another day of bad feelings.