feeling down... well maybe more anxious. I do not like people in my apartment, this is my safe place
I live in an apt building, been here 14 years now.. very nicely kept up, tight security. I really like the managers and the maintenance guys. The maintance guys I am okay with... they are "safe" , they talk with me, make me laugh all the time.
But ... tomorrow morning there are hired contractors coming to clean the windows. Contractors.. do not trust. Creeps me out that they will be in here
I will have to move all plants and anything I think that these clumsy people might either break or get wet. this is not an easy task.