What do you really want out of life? Your original post did not make a lot of sense. Can you clarify exactly what you need help with?

What kind of job do you want that is suitable for your personality? Perhaps, you are getting jobs that are not appropriate for you. Why apply for and accept a sales job if you are quiet and not able to converse with others?

Define "minimal illiterate" was what I meant. To me that means writing and reading at a grade one or two level. Obviously your interpretation is different. I asked because your writing is at a much higher level.