I am also terrible at controlling my anger, and I have caught myself yelling of frustration when someone doesn't understand me or doesn't listen to me, and I often end up verbally abusing people in arguments because of rage. Other than that, I've never been physically aggressive, and I have never got into fights. The only problem I had was that I would talk back to teachers, and once I remember I yelled to one and stomped on an empty can on soda when I was six.
I also have this temdency of biting my pen lids and they end up lookiing like a zombie rat tongue. Am I really retarded? I am so confused, and I can't believe I am being successful at college and doing these things. Like I said, I get C's only if I don't study or if the subject is not interesting. I know their importance, but I just cannot read the book because it's not interesting to me at the moment and end up getting those C's.