I am so sorry things are difficult for you and your son both. My son has aspurgers and it makes things a little more difficult sometimes. I want you to know I am thinking about you and hope you feel better son. the loss of your wife I know is difficult, but her memories keep her alive in your heart. She will always be w/ you. Keep your head up. ((((BIG HUG)))) and I mean it, cause I don't hug people.