oh i get it. I mean therapy didn't really work out for me in teh beginning, but now i might reconsider. my therapist was really intrusive asking all kinds of questions. sometimes the topics did not pertain to what I was going through. For the most part, I had used deception and finally get out of that office. That was two, three years ago. now I have an addiction that I'm suffering from and I would love to talk again. I hope that therapy will work out this time though.