hi Soidhonia. thanks for your post. i havent even started thinking about the holidays yet though. nor do i want to! i love the holidays and im sure i ll enjoy them when they get here and i get home from college but right now i just dont want to think about anything.
i dont have a Dr, only a pdoc that ive only seen once and not to talk about meds. was thinking of increasing my dose myself but i hate meds and their side effects
im also only covered under my parents insurance and since they dont know very much about my stuff i dont want to use that at all.
none of this matters anyway. even though i fully deserve my misery maybe i can hope my T can help me break out of this when i see her tomorrow.
thank you for posting.
take care