Hi. Im not expecting a reply or anything just head is so busy right now I thought writing it down might help. Stuck for what else to do. I seem to have an innate ability to screw everything up. Work. Finances. Relationships. All in a complete mess. I am being discharged from the T I've been seeing for three years shortly. It's ok cos she doesn't help. I have shared some things with her but not everything. I want this part of my life over one way or another. I've tried to get things sorted. I can't see what else she or I can do.