I also play skyrim on my pc every now and then.

I get obsessions but they always seem to fade away. I bought an expensive camera last year but spent far more time just reading about how to use it and how dslr lenses work. Earlier this year I lost myself trying to figure out...everything. I was supposedly manic but I was hell bent on figuring out how the universe works. That obsession fizzled out, but at least I wasn't bored.

What I hate more than anything is not having anything to do or focus on. I feel like that volleyball Wilson from Cast away. I don't know where I'm going.