Cool then I'll give myself permission to look it up more. I am fascinated by counseling. I wish I'd finished at least a BS degree, I think some day I'd love to become a therapist, once I work through some of my baggage.

It's a strange thing finding a counselor that I can even tell the negative stuff to. I told him our last visit that every time in the last three visits I left bawling and felt like crap for 3 days after and I'd had it and I called my sister in law to tell her I wasn't going to pay someone to mess me up for half the week any more. She convinced me that this was actually progress, and I shared all that with him. He sort of laughed. I think it must be so common for people to feel that way.

Oh I have to tell you guys another funny story. I have been very up front with hubby about how I'm feeling with my counselor feeling like I "miss" him this week and all that. He's pretty secure in how I feel for him and knows how people get in counseling. He's in counseling with a woman presently.

OK, so there's this commercial I think it's Miller Lite and they start off giving these guy "rules" and start out talking about how "it's OK for a man to drive a hybrid car if. . ." and it trails off but I said to hubby "you know, there's always this hybrid SUV out front of the office when I go and I wonder if that's my counselor's SUV or someone else's. For some reason I am always curious what kind of car my T drives. He only comes to this office one day a week.

So hubby goes "that's easy, drive by there on another day of the week and if it's not there, you know that's his vehicle." I was like "no way, I'm NOT going to STALK my counselor!"

DH just shrugs and says. . "OK, I'll drive by there then, now you have me curious" and Im like. . no WAY! you're NOT going to stalk my counselor. ROTFL.

I said if I wanted to know that badly I would just ask him myself!

Great, now I'm going to have to tell him this story next time I'm in.

Dang, he's making me feel like Bill Murray in "What about Bob".