That is such a comfort you guys! I was feeling so alone with this. I didn't realize that it was a possible for a lot of sunshine to trigger anxiety in some people, but I've noticed I feel more stable when it's cloudy. If my whole family wasn't here I'd love to move north. Like north pole! I did realize today that when I had ECT the treatments began in July. It just seemed weird cuz summer is 'supposed' to be the happiest time of year, at least for people around here. Thx everyone!