i feel really low today, i dont even know whats wrong
i woke this morning around 5 or 6, i checked my email, then slept until 10am.
i woke up, checked my emails, went to eat

then i went to a class, i enjoyed it but i dont have any other friends in the class so after it was done i felt depressed again. and sometimes in the class i couldnt concentrate because i felt depressed about life.

then after i didnt do much, i sat around for a while, i tried to write in a journal but i couldnt focus, i only got through about 2 small pages, its only a small notebook, for about 15 minutes, sometimes i can write about over an hour or two.

then i reconnected with an old friend, that i was happy about, at least over text, because shes in another country.

then i went to get dinner, i sat by myself and it made me depressed to see everyone else with their friends and laughing. then i went back to my room, checked my emails and now im writing this.