Thanks, guys/gals. My pride is in the way. I see my pride, but damnit I just really don't want to admit I could be an alcoholic. I am my own pain in the ***. I just don't want to admit to or deal with any more problems!!!!!!! Or, as they would say in AA, I just don't want to give up the drink. You see there, I've been in AA before. I know what's up If you pray, pray for me. If you don't, send me some higher power vibes.

Thx!