I guess I just keep hoping things will resolve on their own. They aren't though. I awakened a little more than an hour ago to the sound of my husband arguing with my 4 year old who had wet his bed. When my husband crawled back into bed I tried to curl up to him and I got, "Get away from me." I found myself again being slapped with rejection and it really hurts. I want to cry, but I don't remember how. I want to sleep, my favorite retreat from all of this, but I can not. I want to reach out to my friend who has been there for me in the past when I've been in these situations, but he has rejected me as well, requesting I do not contact him anymore. So here I am, going to strangers on psych central as my only hope.