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Keep resisting the urge. Is there anyone in your life whom you trust, who could maybe babysit your pills for you and only give you enough for 1-2 days? I know it would be hard to talk about... but isn't it better to talk about it than to cave and swallow way more than you should?
I get the urge to OD on pills - it was my way of self-punishment/injury. Didn't want to ever get caught... so I'd take enough pills to make my stomach sore. As such, I don't keep any pills in my house that aren't 'necessary' - so I have a general vitamin, antihistimines in case of allergy season, my birth control... and now lamotrigine. It makes me nervous having the lamotrigine in my flat.
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"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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