It sounds a lot like my past habits. I have a months' supply of my psych meds and a bunch of OTC painkillers.
I live with my boyfriend, but don't think he'd understand. Or worried what he'd think about me.
I have a few friends, but not sure which I'd trust with something like this. It's also hard to discuss it with others who will judge you and think it's an attention seeking thing. It's not. It's almost crying out for something. And I don't know why