If it wouldnt upset so many people me depsrting i would do it right away.i feel so bad right now,after my OD last week ive had no other support except from family,but that isnt right i cant talk to them like i can a sranger.I have a freind,she loves me but i even felt something different in the way she acts now i told her "everything"last week,warts and all.she is a trained counsellor but is still afreind and i knew she was shocked by what she found out about my history,i just dont know what to do ive been signed off work for 2 weeks i have one left and i want it to be constuctive.and i am still cutting although not very bad