putting a trigger icon on this just in case...


i can't bring myself to accept that my parents didn't raise me to be psychologically stable. i know that i'm unstable, but i just prefer thinking it's all me, that it's just something i was born with, not the way i was raised...

but anyone who really knows my family, swears it's them and not me. i still refuse to believe them, though, because they could just be lying to me and saying that so i won't get upset.

i don't know why i can't just forget everything and move on. i don't want to think about anything anymore.