I'm having an ok day today. The later part of yesterday wasn't really ok. My husband's grandfather died yesterday. My husband's dad is only paying my husband's fare to go to the funeral this weekend, so I felt left out. I ended up calling my therapist for advice and she told me some things to do. I feel bad for calling her and interrupting her night, but she said that she was glad I called and I should be proud for calling her. I have a kinda phobia of phones. I've never called one of my therapists before in the past. I'm glad I feel comfortable enough to call her when I need help.