and now i just found out that, apparently, i'm supposed to hate myself. that's just how everyone from my home town was raised. either hate yourself and everyone else because you don't have it good enough to like yourself, or try to like yourself and be considered a snob. try to better yourself, and you're suddenly acting like you're better than everyone else.

i ****ing hate my hometown and everyone in it. so ready to get away from everyone i ever knew.