Wow got the same kinda life. My family knows im bipolar but hiding the current manic phase im in they will help me to death..... ever seen the movie finding nemo? Dori the goofy fish gave me the motto i live by, not only does it work but makes me smile cause it came from a fish!
When life gets you down you know whatcha do? You just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep SWIMMING SWIMMING SWIMMING,