I have no doctor, no insurance, no meds. Make too much for medicade. So, no med adjustment for me.

It itsn't a brain thing.... or it is,, but it is something to do with bipolar brain or the severity of my bipolar or that I have psychosis or maybe because I have mixed states all the time instead of rarely. Maybe my dx is wrong. Or maybe not wrong but maybe I have bipolar + other something. Lots of maybe but no answers.

Next year I hope to get some sort of insurance with the healthcare reform. Then I will see a neuorpyschologist.

My biggest thing is I don't want to take meds until then to show this isn't being caused by meds. Often it gets dismissed by that when asking questions. "it's just meds." well, not for me.